I'm not ready. I just can't do it.
I need
silliness. Going out in a tangent that has absolutely no interest or purpose apart from making people laugh is what I need. Ranting about something for a long time, listing the absurd reasons why we don't agree with something, but putting yourself out there. Letting yourself go, and then laughing about how ridiculous you sound.
We are all ridiculous, there's no point in trying to be serious, everything is absurd. Don't take life so seriously. Enjoy it, don't plan it. Just plan to enjoy it, that's
OK.
If making everything sound really serious and finding ways of convincing people that you are certain of something, that you have a certain subject all figured out, when you really don't, is what being a grown-up is all about, I'd rather not.
Give me 3 hours playing with a child, over 3 hours of a "serious" grown-up conversation anytime!
I miss our friends...